... you don't have to answer to me you know you don't owe any of the other wardens anything technically none of us do
but i just thought given what you must have gone through on the other ship and come through the other side and chose to become a warden here ... i don't know
it doesn't matter what i thought nevermind me i'm sure this will all blow over for you soon
No, you're right to be concerned. This was inappropriate. I suppose I'm learning that graduation doesn't indicate that one is "fixed". Not that I was under that illusion, but this was the exact sort of thing I would have done before and I had hoped I would just know better now?
Essentially, it turns out I still have much to improve upon. Perhaps so did the wardens at the last ship. Probably we all do.
it's a process ... i suppose everything is but you know what i mean
i just said to someone the other day that this place is about the choices we make learning to make better ones it isn't just for the inmates i think just that the wardens are coming at it from a different perspective
we all have things we're trying to change about ourselves and that's the thing about change it's always a struggle if it were easy none of us would be here everyone is bound to make a mistake now and again even wardens
so i guess what i mean to say is if you feel like this is more than a temporary setback you shouldn't you're still growing and that's okay :)
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thank you
... you don't have to answer to me you know
you don't owe any of the other wardens anything
technically
none of us do
but i just thought
given what you must have gone through on the other ship
and come through the other side
and chose to become a warden here
...
i don't know
it doesn't matter what i thought
nevermind me
i'm sure this will all blow over for you soon
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This was inappropriate.
I suppose I'm learning that graduation doesn't indicate that one is "fixed".
Not that I was under that illusion, but this was the exact sort of thing I would have done before and I had hoped I would just
know better now?
Essentially, it turns out I still have much to improve upon.
Perhaps so did the wardens at the last ship.
Probably we all do.
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... i suppose everything is
but you know what i mean
i just said to someone the other day that this place is about the choices we make
learning to make better ones
it isn't just for the inmates i think
just that the wardens are coming at it from a different perspective
we all have things we're trying to change about ourselves
and that's the thing about change
it's always a struggle
if it were easy none of us would be here
everyone is bound to make a mistake now and again
even wardens
so i guess what i mean to say is
if you feel like this is more than a temporary setback
you shouldn't
you're still growing and that's okay :)
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I shall do my best to continue to improve.
Still, I do apologize for my behavior.
We're in this together, and I mean to carry my weight.
I won't become distracted from that again.